pc oct 6 KEVIN: MOVING IN? VICTOR: NO, NO. NO. YOU'D BE SURPRISED WHAT A HELP THESE THINGS ARE, ESPECIALLY THE WATER. DID YOU KNOW THAT THE WATER COUNTERACTS THE DEHYDRATION EFFECTS OF THE CABIN PRESSURIZATION? HERE. KEVIN: YEAH, IT'S NOT A SPA, VICTOR. VICTOR: OH, BELIEVE ME, I KNOW THAT. I'M JUST TRYING TO MAKE IT BEARABLE. IT'S VERY IMPORTANT THAT I BE IN TIPTOP SHAPE, ESPECIALLY GIVEN THE CRITICAL NATURE OF A RESCUE MISSION. KEVIN: ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU'RE FLYING INTO A MONSTER-SIZED STORM. VICTOR: OH, PLEASE, DON'T REMIND ME OF THAT. PILOT: LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, THIS IS CAPT. ETHERIDGE. OUR FLIGHT PROMISES TO BE A BIT ROUGH DUE TO HURRICANE CARMEN. THERE IS NO CAUSE FOR ALARM. IT'S GOING TO BE BUMPY, SO KEEP YOUR SEAT BELTS FASTENED AND STAY IN YOUR SEATS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. VICTOR: I DON'T LIKE THIS ONE LITTLE BIT. KEVIN: WELL, MAYBE IT'LL HELP IF YOU STAY FOCUSED ON THE OBJECTIVE -- FINDING LUCY. THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS. LUCY: THIS ISN'T PORT CHARLES. WHAT HAPPENED? SCOTT: HEY, LUCY. HOW ARE YOU? YOU GOT BEANED ON THE HEAD BY THE SHUTTER OVER THERE, AND YOU WOKE UP FOR A WHILE AND THEN YOU WENT OUT. DO YOU REMEMBER? LUCY: OH, NO. SCOTT: OH, NO. YOU DON'T HAVE AMNESIA, DO YOU? LUCY: WHAT -- WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT UGLY GINGHAM DRESS? AND WHERE ARE MY SLUT PUMPS? SCOTT: LISTEN -- LISTEN, COME ON, COME ON. I THINK YOU'RE JUST A LITTLE DELIRIOUS RIGHT NOW. LUCY: NO, NO, NO. I'M FINE. SIGMUND AND I WERE IN THE LAND OF ODD, AND AUDREY WAS THE GOOD WITCH AND SHE GAVE ME THESE FABULOUS HEELS -- RED GLITTER HEELS. SCOTT: SLUT PUMPS, HUH? LUCY: YEAH. EXACTLY. AND THEN THAT WICKED HUSSY OF THE WEST, EVE, TRIED TO TAKE THEM FROM ME, BUT I WOULDN'T LET HER. AND THEN SHE TRIED TO KILL ME, AND I MELTED HER WITH APPLE JUICE. SCOTT: YOU KNOW, YOU GOT BEANED ON THE HEAD REALLY GOOD. LUCY: IT'S ALL COMING BACK TO ME. I THINK I WAS IN, LIKE, THE LAND OF OZ. YOU KNOW, AND KEVIN WAS THERE. HE WAS THE TIN MAN. AND VICTOR WAS THE COWARDLY LION, AND EVERYBODY I KNEW, PRACTICALLY, WAS THERE, TOO. SCOTT: WAS I IN IT? LUCY: YEAH. YOU WERE THE SCARECROW. [CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY U.S. DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION] KAREN: SO WHAT YOU DOING THERE, SIS? SERENA: THE BUZZER DOESN'T WORK ANYMORE. ONLY DADDY COULD'VE FIXED IT. GAIL: SERENA, YOU KNOW WHAT? WE HAVE SOME GOOD NEWS FOR YOU. KAREN: SERENA, HONEY, OUR DADDY AND LUCY -- THEY DIDN'T DIE IN THAT PLANE CRASH. SERENA: BUT JOE SAW DADDY'S STAR NEXT TO MOMMY'S STAR. GAIL: BUT WE THINK THAT THEY MAY BE ALIVE. SERENA: IS IT TRUE? KAREN: WELL, WE KNOW FOR SURE THAT DADDY AND LUCY WERE NOT ON THAT PLANE WHEN IT CRASHED, BUT WE DON'T -- WE DON'T KNOW WHERE THEY ARE NOW. SERENA: I KNEW DADDY WOULDN'T LEAVE ME! YOU KNOW HOW SOON HE'LL BE BACK? GAIL: OH, HONEY, AS MUCH AS WE'D LIKE TO ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS, YOU KNOW, WE JUST DON'T HAVE THOSE ANSWERS, NOT RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT. KAREN: WE DON'T KNOW FOR SURE WHAT HAPPENED TO DADDY AND LUCY, BUT KEVIN AND VICTOR HAVE GONE DOWN TO FLORIDA TO FIND THEM. SERENA: I WISH I HAD GONE WITH THEM TO LOOK FOR DADDY. GAIL: OH. YOU KNOW WHAT, SWEETHEART? THE BEST THING YOU COULD DO RIGHT NOW IS BE VERY PATIENT AND SAY A SPECIAL PRAYER FOR DADDY AND LUCY. KAREN: AND KEVIN AND VICTOR. KEVIN: YOU KNOW, FEAR OF FLYING USUALLY BEGINS IN THE LATE 20s OR EARLY 30s. IS THAT WHEN IT STARTED FOR YOU? VICTOR: PRECISELY. WHEN I WAS A YOUNG MAN, I FLEW C-130s OVER THE ARCTIC CIRCLE. NOW, THAT WAS A ROLLER COASTER RIDE FROM HADES -- HEART-IN-THE-THROAT STUFF. I NEVER BLINKED. NOW JUST BEING UP HERE MAKES ME FEEL AS IF MY HEAD IS ABOUT TO EXPLODE. KEVIN: DO YOU REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME YOU FELT FRIGHTENED ON A PLANE? VICTOR: YES, I -- I DO. KEVIN: WHEN WAS THAT? VICTOR: I -- I'D RATHER NOT TALK ABOUT IT. KEVIN: WELL, IT MIGHT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER IF YOU TALK ABOUT IT. VICTOR: I DON'T THINK SO. KEVIN: TRY. VICTOR: THE FIRST TIME I FELT GRIPPED BY TERROR ON AN AIRPLANE WAS THE NIGHT I TOOK YOU AND WE FLED TO EUROPE. KEVIN: YOU MEAN THE NIGHT WE LEFT RYAN BEHIND? VICTOR: YES. KEVIN: I REMEMBER THAT FLIGHT PERFECTLY. VICTOR: OH, YOU WERE CONFUSED, SCARED. SO WAS I. KEVIN: OF COURSE I WAS. YOU TOOK ME AWAY FROM EVERYTHING I KNEW THAT NIGHT. YOU KNOW, WHAT'S ALWAYS BOTHERED ME IS THAT YOU ACTED SO QUICKLY. VICTOR, DID YOU KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT WHAT MOTHER WAS DOING TO RYAN BEFORE I TOLD YOU? VICTOR: I -- I -- I SPENT SO MUCH TIME AWAY -- KEVIN: THAT'S NOT WHAT I ASKED YOU. DID YOU KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT MOTHER AND RYAN? SCOTT: HERE. LUCY: OH. WELL, THANKS. SCOTT: "THANKS"? NO FASHION STATEMENT? NO "YOU GOT ANOTHER COLOR?" YOU'RE THINKING ABOUT THAT DREAM, AREN'T YOU? LUCY: YEAH. I CAN'T SEEM TO SHAKE IT. IT WAS VERY INTENSE AND IT GAVE ME THE STRANGEST SENSATIONS. SCOTT: WELL, YOU'RE JUST WET NOW AND EVERYTHING, SO GET CHANGED. LUCY: RIGHT. SCOTT: OK? LUCY: OK. SCOTT: WHAT YOU WAITING FOR? LUCY: I'M WAITING FOR YOU TO TURN AROUND. SCOTT: COME ON. THAT'S CRAZY, LUCY. YOU KNOW, WE'VE SEEN EACH OTHER NAKED BEFORE. IT'S -- IT'S NO BIG DEAL. LUCY: RIGHT. IT'S NO BIG DEAL. SO TURN AROUND. SCOTT: OK. LUCY: OK. OK. SCOTT: WHAT? LUCY: NOTHING. SCOTT: RIGHT. LUCY: RIGHT. LUCY: WELL, MR. BALDWIN, YOU DO CUT A VERY DASHING FIGURE. SCOTT: I WORK OUT. SCOTT: THAT -- THAT DRESS -- LUCY: IT'S -- OH! -- RUSTIC. VERY -- VERY RUSTIC. OH. SCOTT: HEY, COME ON. I DON'T WANT YOU TO CATCH A COLD NOW. ALL RIGHT? I JUST GOT YOU BACK FROM THE LAND OF THE DEAD. LUCY: ACTUALLY, FROM THE LAND OF ODD. SCOTT: ALL RIGHT. OK. NOW THAT YOU'RE FINE, I WANT TO GET US BOTH BACK TO THE REAL WORLD. LUCY: THEN YOU WILL. YOU GOT ME BACK FROM ODD, AND I KNOW YOU'RE GOING TO GET ME HOME. SCOTT: LET ME ASK YOU SOMETHING. HOW DID I GET YOU BACK FROM THE LAND OF ODD? LUCY: UH -- YOU KISSED ME. [SILENCE WHILE DRIVING CONTINUES] tt.IF YOU'RE USING TWO PRODUCTS-- ONE TO KILL GERMS AND ONE TO SHINE YOUR KITCHEN-- IT CAN FEEL LIKE YOU'VE GOT TWO OF EVERYTHING. IT DOESN'T HAVE TO. INTRODUCING NEW WINDEX ANTIBACTERIAL GLASS AND SURFACE CLEANER, THE FIRST ANTIBACTERIAL THAT NOT ONLY KILLS TOUGH GERMS... BUT LEAVES A STREAK-FREE WINDEX SHINE... WITHOUT THE FILM THE LEADING ANTIBACTERIAL CAN LEAVE BEHIND. SO WHY DEAL WITH TWO UNLESS YOU HAVE TO ? [ Together ] MOM, WE'RE HUNGRY ! TRY NEW WINDEX ANTIBACTERIAL. VICTOR: THINGS WERE VERY BAD BETWEEN YOUR MOTHER AND ME, AND I WAS HAVING AN AFFAIR, AND THEN I WAS ALSO ENCOUNTERING THE FIRST DIFFICULTIES IN PROVING MY THEORUM. I WAS COMPLETELY DISTRACTED. KEVIN: SO YOU DIDN'T AT LEAST NOTICE RYAN'S STRANGE BEHAVIOR AND WONDER ABOUT IT? VICTOR: MONK, I HAVE RACKED MY BRAIN TRYING TO REMEMBER THE SIGNS THAT I KNOW MUST HAVE BEEN THERE, BUT RYAN WAS ALWAYS DIFFICULT. I ASCRIBED HIS BEHAVIOR TO HIS HIGH-STRUNG NATURE. AND BESIDES, WHEN I WAS HOME, AS I LATER REALIZED, YOUR MOTHER MADE SUCH A POINT OF PRESENTING A PICTURE OF PERFECT DOMESTIC BLISS THAT THERE WAS NO QUESTION I COULD EVER DETECT ANY HINT OF CHILD ABUSE. KEVIN: MAYBE YOU DIDN'T WANT TO KNOW. VICTOR: IF THAT'S TRUE, THEN I'M THE WORST KIND OF PERSON IMAGINABLE. KEVIN: VICTOR, I KNOW THIS IS DIFFICULT, BUT THE MORE YOU TELL ME, THE MORE I UNDERSTAND. VICTOR: DEAR GOD, IF I HAD KNOWN WHAT WAS HAPPENING, I WOULDN'T HAVE WANTED THE TWO OF YOU TO STAY IN HER PRESENCE FOR AN INSTANT. I WOULD'VE GIVEN UP MY CAREER, MY LIFE TO PROTECT BOTH OF YOU. KEVIN: BUT YOU DID FIND OUT. VICTOR: I WANTED TO KILL HER. ALL I COULD THINK OF WAS GETTING THE TWO OF YOU AWAY FROM HER. KEVIN: BUT YOU DIDN'T BRING RYAN ALONG. WHY NOT? VICTOR: I WANTED TO, BUT MELANIE HID HIM. KEVIN: BUT YOU COULD'VE COME BACK LATER AND GOTTEN HIM. WHY DIDN'T YOU DO THAT? VICTOR: WELL, I HAD TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU WERE SAFE FIRST. THE MINUTE WE GOT TO ENGLAND, I ENGAGED SOME ATTORNEYS, BUT -- BUT I WAS IN A TERRIBLE POSITION. I HAD STOLEN MY CHILD. I'D TAKEN HIM OUT OF THE COUNTRY. THERE WAS NO WAY THAT I COULD'VE GOTTEN CUSTODY, EVEN TODAY, BASED ON THE WORD OF A 4-YEAR-OLD. AND IF I HAD SUED, I WOULD'VE LOST YOU, TOO, AND YOU WOULD'VE HAD TO GO BACK TO HER. IF I HAD COME BACK TO THIS COUNTRY JUST TO GO TO COURT, I WOULD'VE BEEN ARRESTED. KEVIN: AND RYAN CONTINUED TO SUFFER. VICTOR: IT WAS THE MOST WRENCHING DECISION I -- I HAVE EVER MADE. ONE CHILD OR NONE. KEVIN: ALL MY LIFE, I'VE FELT LIKE A CRASH SURVIVOR. THE QUESTIONS STILL HAUNT ME, VICTOR -- WHY ME, WHY WAS I THE LUCKY ONE, WHY WAS I CHOSEN, WHY WAS I SPARED. IT'S NOT THAT I'M UNGRATEFUL THAT YOU SAVED ME. IT'S JUST THAT THE GUILT IS SO OVERWHELMING. VICTOR: I AM SO SORRY FOR THE PAIN THAT YOU AND YOUR BROTHER HAD TO ENDURE. IF I HAD TO LIVE MY LIFE OVER AGAIN, I WOULD FIND A WAY. I SWEAR TO GOD I WOULD FIND A WAY TO SAVE BOTH OF YOU. SCOTT: SO I -- I KISSED YOU? LUCY: SMACK-DAB ON THE LIPS. SCOTT: YEAH, BUT IT WAS THE SCARECROW THAT KISSED YOU, RIGHT? LUCY: BUT YOU WERE THE SCARECROW. SCOTT: MAYBE YOU WERE THE SCARECROW. GAIL HAS THIS THEORY ON DREAMS THAT EVERYBODY AND EVERYTHING IS REALLY JUST YOU. LUCY: SO YOU'RE SAYING I KISSED MYSELF? I DON'T THINK SO. NOPE. THE SCARECROW DEFINITELY KISSED ME. SCOTT: MAYBE YOU WANTED HIM TO. LUCY: NO. KEVIN SAYS THAT DREAMS HELP YOU -- YOU KNOW, THAT THEY HELP YOU SORT OUT A CRAZY, MIXED-UP WORLD. THEY HELP YOU STAY SANE AND YOU CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT'S REAL AND WHAT'S NOT REAL. SCOTT: THE KISS WASN'T REAL. SO EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE TO YOU IN YOUR LITTLE, WACKY WORLD OF YOU, RIGHT? LUCY: RIGHT. BUT THAT DREAM KISS DID SYMBOLIZE SOMETHING. SCOTT: DREAM KISS, HUH? WELL, THAT'S GOOD. I STILL GOT IT. LUCY: I'M NOT JOKING. I THINK THERE IS SOMETHING CALLED, MAYBE, DREAM LOGIC WHERE IN YOUR DREAMS, SOMETHING REAL HAPPENS. LIKE AUDREY. AUDREY WAS THE GOOD WITCH, AND IN REAL LIFE I THINK SHE'S REALLY GOOD. SCOTT: AND EVE IS EVIL, JUST THE WAY YOU FEEL. LUCY: YEAH, BECAUSE SHE WAS -- SCOTT: I'M WITH YOU. LUCY: THE WICKED HUSSY OF THE WEST, AND SO SHE GOT WHAT SHE DESERVED. SCOTT: SHE GOT APPLE JUICE ON HER HEAD. AND THEN SHE JUST -- SHRINKING. RIGHT? SHE SHRUNK, LIKE IN THE MOVIE? DO YOU HAVE THESE DREAMS ALL THE TIME, LUCY? LUCY: YEAH, I DO, ALL THE TIME. BUT THIS ONE WAS A LITTLE MORE INTENSE, SHALL WE SAY -- MAYBE BECAUSE OF THE HURRICANE OR BECAUSE WE'RE OUT HERE ALONE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE. I JUST REALLY FELT LIKE I WAS DOROTHY AND SIGMUND WAS TOTO AND ALL WE WANTED TO DO WAS GO HOME. SCOTT: WAS THERE A HOT-AIR BALLOON? LUCY: NO, THERE WAS SOME PINK GLITTER HIGHWAY AND WE WERE SUPPOSED TO FOLLOW IT TO THE EMERALD HOSPITAL AND FIND THE VOODOO DOCTOR, WHO WAS ALAN QUARTERMAINE. I KNOW -- THIS IS VERY BIZARRE. SCOTT: I'M GLAD THAT YOU SEE THAT -- THAT, YOU KNOW, IT'S NOT NORMAL TO YOU. LUCY: BUT HAVEN'T YOU EVER HAD A DREAM THAT WAS SO INTENSE THAT IT JUST STUCK WITH YOU, YOU COULDN'T SHAKE IT, THAT IT STAYED WITH YOU DAYS AND DAYS AND DAYS? SCOTT: YEAH, BUT MINE USUALLY INVOLVE BLONDS. LUCY: I AM SERIOUS. SCOTT, I REALLY THINK THAT THIS DREAM SYMBOLIZED SOMETHING. SCOTT: MAYBE YOU JUST WANTED TO GO HOME? LUCY: YEAH, BUT I THINK -- I THINK IT'S MORE THAN THAT. SCOTT: WHAT'S YOUR THEORY? LUCY: OK. I THINK IT WAS TRYING TO TELL ME THAT YOU CAN SEARCH THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD ALL YOUR LIFE FOR YOUR HEART'S DESIRE AND MAYBE, ALL THE TIME, IT'S RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF YOU. WHETHER YOU'RE WORKING OUT... WORKING HARD... OR MAKING CHANGES, ONE THING IS FOR CERTAIN. CENTRUM HAS YOUR NUTRITION NEEDS COVERED. AND THAT'S SOMETHING THAT'LL MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF. WITH CENTRUM, YOU BENEFIT FROM WHAT SCIENCE IS DISCOVERING ABOUT HOW VITAMINS AND MINERALS... HELP MAINTAIN HEALTH, UNLOCK ENERGY... AND STRENGTHEN IMMUNITY. CENTRUM: @@INTRODIHEXTNEP$ WHD $(3TUED YA-HOOOO! WOAAAAH! WOW...THAT WAS ALMOST AS GOOD AS A JOLLY RANCHER. IT'S INTENSE! p8????33 2" BECAUSE THERE'S A HUNDRED LITTLE THINGS TO TAKE CARE OF IN THE MORNING TWO OF WHICH ARE HUNGRY. INTRODUCING KELLOGG'S BREAKFAST MATES. A BOWL OF KELLOGG'S CEREAL, MILK AND SPOON ALL IN ONE. IT'S ONE LESS THING TO WORRY ABOUT. MAKE BREAKFAST EASIER. KELLOGG'S BREAKFAST MATES. IN THE REFRIGERATED SECTION. ( cartoons playing ) BECAUSE YOUR KID'S CARTOONS START AT 5:30 A.M. AND YOU DON'T. INTRODUCING KELLOGG'S BREAKFAST MATES. A BOWL OF KELLOGG'S CEREAL, MILK AND SPOON ALL IN ONE. SO THEY CAN MAKE BREAKFAST ANY TIME. MAKE BREAKFAST EASIER. KELLOGG'S BREAKFAST MATES. IN THE REFRIGERATED SECTION. KEVIN: NO WHITE KNUCKLES? KEVIN: YOU KNOW, VICTOR, I KNOW HOW DIFFICULT IT WAS FOR YOU TO DREDGE UP ALL THOSE MEMORIES. ALL IT TOOK TO GET YOU TO DO IT WAS TO FLY INTO THE EYE OF A HURRICANE. THANK YOU. VICTOR: THE PAIN CERTAINLY HASN'T DIMINISHED WITH THE PASSAGE OF YEARS. BUT YOU WERE RIGHT -- I FEEL BETTER HAVING TALKED ABOUT IT. KEVIN: I'M GLAD YOU WERE WILLING. VICTOR: YEARS AGO, I MADE A TERRIBLE MISTAKE FOR WHICH WE HAVE ALL PAID DEARLY. CAPT. ETHERIDGE: LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, BECAUSE OF THE INTENSITY OF THE STORM, WE'VE BEEN DIVERTED TO AUGUSTA, GEORGIA. VICTOR: SOUNDS LIKE WE'VE GOT MORE FLYING TO DO. MORE TIME TO DWELL WITH OUR REGRETS, I GUESS. KEVIN: WELL, I DON'T WANT ANY MORE REGRETS. LIKE YOU, I WANT TO DO THE BEST WITH THE TIME I HAVE LEFT, AND FOR ME, THE BEST IS LUCY. I WANT HER BACK. I HAVE TO FIND HER. VICTOR: MONK, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW GLAD I AM TO HEAR YOU SAY THAT. I'M PROUD OF YOU. LUCY: OH, YIKES. SCOTT: THEN AGAIN, WHAT DO I KNOW? WHERE'S THAT GOOD WITCH OR THAT VOODOO DOCTOR WHEN YOU NEED THEM? LUCY: WELL, IF THEY KNOW WHAT'S GOOD FOR THEM, THEY'RE SAFE AND SNUG IN THEIR HOMES -- WHICH IS WHERE I WISH WE WERE. SCOTT: YOU DIDN'T BRING A MAP BACK FROM THE LAND OF ODD, DID YOU? LUCY: NO, NO SUCH LUCK. SCOTT: I GOT AN IDEA. GO BACK TO SLEEP. DREAM HOW WE GET OUT OF HERE. LUCY: HEY, SPEAKING OF SLEEP, YOU HAVE BARELY CLOSED YOUR EYES THIS WHOLE TIME -- I MEAN, THROUGH FIRES AND SNAKES AND ALLIGATORS AND EXPLOSIONS AND HANDCUFFS. SCOTT: AND YOU. LUCY: YEAH. AND ME. YOU SAVED US. YOU KNOW THAT, DON'T YOU? SCOTT: YOU DID THE SAME THING I DID, JUST IN REVERSE IN HIGH HEELS. AND, YOU KNOW, YOU GOT THIS BRUISE, TOO. LUCY: YOU MUST BE EXHAUSTED. SCOTT: NO, I'M NOT GOING TO SLEEP UNTIL I'M HOME -- WE'RE HOME -- AND I'M WITH SERENA. LUCY: SERENA. THAT'S WHAT I FORGOT TO TELL YOU ABOUT WAS SERENA. IN MY DREAM, SHE WAS THE CUTEST, MOST ADORABLE LITTLE MUNCHKIN YOU EVER SAW. AND SIGMUND AND I, WE WERE KIND OF NERVOUS IN THIS LAND OF ODD, AND SHE GREETED US IN THE WARMEST, MOST LOVELY, SPECIAL WAY. AND THERE'S SOMETHING ELSE I FORGOT TO MENTION. THERE WAS ONE PERSON THAT I HATED TO LEAVE THE MOST, AND THAT PERSON WAS YOU. IT'S ABSURD, DON'T YOU THINK? SCOTT: I'M NOT THINKING.